Jacq's

11th Nov 2003

Tok finish wid the piggy a few mins back.. Hmm.. I kinda happi wid the present us.. As in, though we arent stead.. Wo men de guan xi hai shi yi yang de hao~ =X And hor, I can onli sae, he's the guy for mi..:) Hmm.. I dunno wor.. Haix.. Juz nw, I was watching "Jacky Go! Go! Go!" ma.. Den while I was watching, I suddenly thought of when me and him still together tht time, always watch tis show together 1.. Den we will laugh our heads off together..:( Had the urge to cor him.. But put tis idea off coz mayb he dun 1 mi 2 disturb him or wad.. Den a few min later, he called and ask mi cor him baq.. I was like.. huh? We gt telepathy ar? lOlx~ Well, I guess so bahx.. He realli noe mi inside out wor.. But, me har, I noe nth abt him.. He was like so complicated to understand.. Izzit mi ez to understand or he understand gers too well? Wo bu zhi dao.. I hope tht things would stay as it is and nv change.. But, aiya, one day.. He definitely will leave mi de la.. *sObx* Wo man man deng bahx..~ Juz nw he angry wid mi.. I tot he realli will nv ever bother mi ler~ >.<~ But well, mei you oh.. Den he msg mi again.. lOlx~ Scare mi sia..=X Oh god, im falling head over heels wid him ler.. What shld i do wor..? *siGhx* He promise will bring mi go eat Nasi Lemak tis coming fri wor.. Bu zhi dao is true or nt.. He always last min sae canot de la.. Haix.. Den I ask him find 1 day free, I bring him go mi mama's stall eat wor.. I wan mi mama to meet him.. Den I hope tht 1 day, I can tell mi mama tht he's my bf.. lOlx~ Actualli, I plan to do tht aniwae.. Haha.. Aiya, she oso dunno de ma.. Me and him ar, the r/s too complicated ler.. lOlx~ Juz like liting and tommy.. But, haix.. They 2 more cfm lehx.. As in, they could b call stead at least lo.. But mi n him, cfm cannot.. Haix.. Aiya.. Nvm abt tht, im happy wid the present and tht's it.. If we were to patch, we will quarrel de la.. If he ignore mi like last time, i cfm feel very bad de lo.. >.<~ So nw, its betta tis way..:) If we din patch, we alreadi stead for 5months ler lehx.. *siGhx* Tht is IF bahx..:( Do i really love him tht much? aRgHx~ I hab to control! OK!!!!! I HAB TO!!!!! Juz nw wanted to ask Sam go mi mama's stall to eat de.. But b4 wanna ask Sam, I alreadi plan to ask lion alreadi.. Den when I gng to ask Sam, I take back mi words.. I was thinking, well, I am nt ready to let mi mama meet Sam yet.. I mean, my feelings for him isnt even cfm yet.. So y shld I let Sam meet my mum wor.. Somemore, hw can anihow let my mama meet my bf de.. Lidat bu shi like very the wad.. Den I din ask him lo.. Felt abit guilty lo.. Coz its like, ask mi ex to go meet mi mama instead of my bf? lOlx~ Abit the siao huh? Dunno la.. Wadeva it is, doesnt realli matter de la.. Hmm, fri hor.. I gonna go meet my aiai.. Pei him go to Sengkang MRT Station den go to sparks downstairs to eat Nasi Lemak~ Den if tht day no 1 acc mi go sparks, I gonna go back to Sengkang to meet Sam!! Hehe.. I tell him I pei him go home den i go to sparks.. Den he ask mi.. I gt miss him tht much or nt to pei him go home juz to c him.. I sae of coz! Realli lo.. Realli mish him alotx.. See har, I always meet him for a few hours nia.. Realli nt enuff lehx.. But, oso gd lo.. Den my feelings for him wun develop.. Den lidat mi wun fall in luv wid him.. Den I wun b so headache ler.. Haha.. Am I siao ler? Zzz.. Dun wanna fall in lub wid own bf? lOlx~ Aiya.. Now, nt interested in anithing ler la.. Interested in mi studies!!! BUT!!!!!! I haber start reading lehx!! How sia.. Now I shld b studying for my O's and nt typing in here ma!! Wad the shit am I doing here sia.. Haiyo.. I think hor, I realli gone case ler lo.. >.<~ OK!! Byee.. Nitey blog.. I gtg and study ler!! *wOoTx*

- unsolved puzzle -