20th Nov 2003
so long nv write here lerx.. dunno y, feel no mood to write lehx.. dun hab the inspiration~ haha.. aniwae, went sparks wid mel, bear, micky, lionel and ting todae.. damn sianx and tired.. dunno y lately har, feel so tired sia.. always slp slp slp~ >.<~ den ting ask mi tis qns.. she ask mi, "u think lionel still like u or nt.." i sae.. nahz.. dun tink so.. i dunno.. i ask her y..? she sae lionel always look at u.. ermz.. wo bu zhi dao.. i nv felt tat he always look at mi lohx.. but har, i dunno y.. tat time, mi bdae tat time har, cat oso sae he always look at mi direction.. wo bu zhi dao.. den har, ytd, he sae he still luv mi.. i jitao stun lo.. lOlx~ i dunno y.. but feel so shocked when he tells mi tat.. i kind of regretted gng steady wid sam? but.. i canot turn baq nw.. i cant possibly give up sam bcoz of him.. juz cldnt.. i canot make miself do tat lo.. todae, i tell sam i go out wid lion.. den har, he like angry wid mi.. *siGhx* he din even cor mi tonite~ *sObx* i scare wait ting go tell him ma.. so i tell him first norx.. in the end.. haix.. dunno la.. sadded~ haix.. den har, i dunno la.. i am so so so fan~ i wanted so much to patch wid him.. but.. i cant.. :( suan ler bahx.. let nature take its course.. i go tok on e fone lerx.. so tired.. >.<~
- love is so complicated.. -
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