Jacq's

29 Nov 2003

aWww.. went to sparks ytd.. very boring.. but har, dunno y, i juz love to be there.. ^_^ den ytd wear tat top, kenna scolding frm sam.. >.<~ den har, b4 gng sparks, i meet lion first mahx.. i read his sms.. i jitao sian ji pua.. after i read it and after bell came.. i realise i did make the right choice for nt breaking up wid sam.. it was like he was playing a fool on mi.. he din realli like mi.. i juz kinda feel damn hurt.. b4 he called after he reach hm, i made up mi mind nt to accept ani of his calls animore.. i made up mi mind to cut all ties wid him.. but dunno y, when he called and i saw his no., i juz automatically pick up e fone.. >.<~ den har, when i was at sparks tat time and he was so blardy near to mi tat time, i wanted so much to kiss and hug him~ :( aRgHx~ wad the hell.. forget abt tis idea girl! u cant do tat!! i hab to b true to sam.. be gd to him!! haix.. i very pek cek ar.. nt enuff slp!! den har, juz nw call the factory de.. they ask mi mon start wrk.. i scare scare de lehx.. like very tough lidat.. haix.. i dun care ar! i wrk for like 2wks den i dun 1 2 do lerx!! c first bahx.. all i noe is, i nid $$ real badly.. i cant possibly always get $$ frm mama.. very paiseh de..:( den i wanna go chiong all these.. jitao no $$ very pek cek 1.. like ytd, i nearly nt enuff $$ go home arx..! heng fila share cab wid mi~ >.<~ ytd saw waikit.. he din change much actualli.. still like last time.. look so *sHy* lOlx~ i felt kinda bad for ps him lidat, making him so sianx.. coz its like he was alone there.. den i keep on accompany ting and fila.. den sort of like ignore him.. but he seems to b fine wid tat.. lOlx~ he can dance alone.. sit down there alone.. ask him whether wanna come again on wed.. he sae c first.. shld b can bahx.. wah.. i surprise sia.. coz i tot he very sianx mah.. den he cfm wun pei mi go chiong ler ma.. den.. he gimme tat ans.. lOlx~ i tink he gian oso bahx.. hEhEx.. ting ask mi go chiong again on tue.. coz her bro's bdae.. den ask mi pei her go.. wah piangx~ i dunno whether can or nt.. wrking till very late~ i very hate wrking nw!! nw i realise hw xing ku it is~ aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ stupid!! life is so damn sucky!!!!!! zzz..~

- life is so boring blardy sianx! -