Saturday, November 01, 2003

31st Oct 2003

*siGhx* went to sparks todae.. and, im kinda like hate sparks ler..? coz, very bad experience in there.. 1st time ish mi bdae.. well, bdae realli damn sucky.. todae, ish go wid samuel..:( went stead wid samuel on the 31st oct which is todae.. very ke ai sia.. is like, he nv directly ask mi.. he tell mi, police wan to chase thief.. den u r the thief.. he sae he wanna chase mi.. lOlx~ den i tell him.. ok.. so he ask mi for mi ans.. i sae ok lo.. can chase.. den, nv did i expect that, the ok means go stead wid him sia.. zzz.. but aniwae, todae go sparks tht time, realli damn suay.. wan to enter tht time, saw lion.. wan to leave tht time, saw him again.. wtf sia..:( after i saw him, i jitao no mood ler.. *siGhx* always ish lidat de la.. xi guan jiu hao.. sam notice tht mi mood change.. den he ask mi go find him la.. i was like.. huh? when did i sae i wanna find him wor.. den when we sit at the sofa.. he ask mi, y u saw ur ex nia u lidat ler.. i tell him, no hab ar.. i nv.. juz feeling sianx.. i nv expected tht i would accept sam so fast.. actualli.. mi met him thru ting.. tht time, ting wan go take hp frm elmo ma.. den we muz go to hougang there to take ma.. so ting was like thinking to meet sam.. since he stay in sengkang.. den we go meet sam lo.. ting tell mi he very yandao wor.. but, when i first saw him, i nv think tht he ish as yandao as wad ting describes.. i juz find him alright nia.. but hor, the more i c him, the more i like him.. dunno y oso.. den when he left us.. he sms ting sae he wanna gt to noe mi and wan mi no. i was so stun sia..~ den the day we tok.. he jio mi liaox.. he tell ting he will nid to noe mi longer first b4 he jio mi wor.. he sae ard 2wk later or so.. but dunno y.. the day we tok.. we tok till ard 7 or 8am the nxt day ma.. den he jio mi ler.. ha.. dunno la.. but all i noe is.. he cant b substitute lo.. >.<~ true tht i like him.. but, nt till lub lo.. in mi heart.. still gt lion.. mind gt sam.. lOlx~ wtf.. *sLaPx* aniwae, mi n him is over.. since i hab chose to gib up waiting for him.. cfm mi n lion no more ler.. but well, nw i gt sam is gd enuff.. at least he cares.. at least he treats mi betta den lion.. ikko and star they all heard tht i gt bf tht time stun.. they might tink wadeva things for all they want.. coz, i dun gib a damn.. i happi can ler lo.. i hab been sad for long enuff.. its time for mi to b happi.. haix.. ke shi hor.. things are developing pretty fast for mi n sam.. he very the gentle sia.. the way he tok hor.. very kawaii.. lOlx~ *siGhx* lion tot im trying to show off mi bf.. well, no lo.. i go sparks bcoz he want to go sparks.. i knew he would said tht abt mi.. coz tht time, ecko bring her bf to sparks lion oso lidat sae her.. zzz.. haix.. guan ta de la.. wo xiang.. after todae's post.. lion's name will nv appear in my future post ler bahx.. i hope so.. if i nv tok 2 milk.. i wld nv had given up on him.. well, thx to milk.. milk tell mi to stand up.. dun look so pathetic.. bcoz of a farking guy make miself until lidat.. very the sia suay.. den she tell mi.. wad's urs is urs.. if he is urs, he will afterall come baq to u.. well, mayb bahx.. dun tink so~ well, i go tok 2 mi sam ai ai ler~ =X

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