28th Oct 2003
Me tok 2 him juz nw.. Tok halfway, he nv reply.. Always is lidat de.. Well, tok to xstroger juz nw as well.. And, realli spoil mi mood.. Tok abt him and make mi remind of him.. Ytd, was so blardy determine to forget abt him.. Now, nearly cried bcoz of a fucking him..:( The things tht he said ytd realli make mi damn dulan.. I realli am thinking.. Why izzit tht he tell others he dunno his feelings for mi? Izzit bcoz he dun 1 2 hurt mi feelings tht's y he dun dare to tell others he dun like mi ler? I very sad.. Very very sad nw.. Ting oso nt as gd as mi.. She has been gotta much more hurt den mi.. But, she is realli strong lo.. Can get up so fast.. >.<~ My heart nw like shattered to pieces lidat.. I noe I am much luckier den mani ppl ard mi.. But, haix.. Wo bu zhi dao na.. :( Somehow, somewhat, I felt that there's some1 in his heart ler.. And that some1 isnt mi.. *sObx* He dun nid to tell mi anithing de.. Can sense it somehow.. Mi went out wid Kevin todae.. Ok lo, quite fun.. But hor.. Haix.. Dunno la.. And den elmo called mi up when I'm wid Kevin ma.. Den he ask mi where am I? Wid hu.. I tell him I wid mi bf.. He jitao angry wid mi wor.. And kup mi fone straightaway! Kaox..~ Ass sia.. Aiya, hu cares sia.. Lamer~ Listening to ger's streaming nw.. Foreva, her standard is there..:) I tink I will join 48.4fm sooner or later de lo.. I juz nid time I guess.. Coz, I'm nt realli prepared to join other station nw.. It's like, nr in tis state nw.. Den I leave them.. Abit the wad sia.. But on the other hand, sometimes, I felt tht nr management realli sux.. Haix.. Dunno la.. Let nature take its course bahx..:)
- love ya.. but if i realli love u, i tink i shld let u go n find the happiness tht u want -
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