Jacq's

11th Dec 2003

Ytd went out wid YF to bugis.. On e way there, meL cor mi sae lion gt financial controller lerx.. I was thinking, onli xiangyin wid him.. Den he suddenly sae tat thing.. Den izzit lion stead wid xiangyin lerx..? I tell YF abt it.. Den she sae, it doesnt concerns u.. It's nt like he ur bf or wad.. Y u care? Den I wanted to ignore it.. But cant lohx.. In e end, I borrow her hp sms lion ask him whether they 2 an item lerx.. He sms back tat time, I realli dun dare look at it siax.. >.<~ *phEw* when he sae nopez.. hAhAx.. After tat, I meet ninxin at bugis de KFC there.. She fucking cb.. Sae wad, eh jie, I cant reg u sia.. U wear this clothes look so thin.. CB.. Suan mi.. zzZ.. Den she saw the heels I wearing, she oso wanna buy shoes.. zzZ.. Den I ask her buy the same wid mi.. Den we can sista sista.. hAhAx.. Sam cor mi while I was eating.. He sae he got night out ytd.. I tell him I go down meet him nor.. Imagine I was at bugis.. He gimme 1 cor nia I straightaway go down.. I oso dunno y e fuck I would do tat.. I ask him meet mi at a nearer place, he dun 1.. Tmd.. Den YF sae, zhen bu xiang ni.. The old jac wun do tis.. lOlx~ Wt.. hAhAx.. Den har, I go down JP meet him and ting.. Coz ting oso wanna go sparks ma.. Ting met ninxin tat time jitao suan her till very cham sia.. lOlx~ Suan her till she wanna cry lerx I tink.. hAhAx.. Sparks nt very fun ytd lohx.. Sianx.. Ninxin get a guy's contact no. den the guy wanna fetch her home.. zzZ.. Den she intend to pang seh us.. CB ger sia.. Knn.. As if she very chio.. *pUiz* When reach home tat time, tok 2 lionel for awhile.. Last few days, realli cannot reg is him.. Ytd, betta.. He seems to b betta after going out wid xiangyin.. Mayb he will feel more happy wid xiangyin bahx.. I like the ytd him betta.. More cute.. lOlx~ I dunno y.. Me ish lidat.. When he was wid mi tat time, I hiew lan him.. When he nt wid mi liaox.. Me keep on thinking of him.. Mind keep on running wild.. I juz dunno hw to cherish ppl de siax.. *siGhx* Ytd, mi n lion tok until marriage.. He sae if Sam dun 1 2 marry mi, I muz marry lion.. lOlx~ Den I sae har, he always break his promise de.. How I know whether he will break it again or nt.. Den I say write contract.. lOlx~ He ask mi write.. In the end, he sae find zheng hun ren.. zzZ.. lOlx~ Cute sia..!! As if he will marry mi.. lOlx~ He gt betta choice out there.. Todae saw his msn nick was Raion(LOVE IS A GREAT THING).. This nick was so different from the nick days ago.. I wonder what makes him put tis nick.. Either he is in lub wid another ger tat makes him feel happy or he now gt a gf.. *siGhx* Well, like YF tell mi, IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!! WHY U CARE?? WAKE UP GER!! so I shld juz wake up..:) Ytd e fucking meL sae wad mi like one leg step 2 boats.. WTF?! Things between mi and lionel is not outsiders can understand.. It's juz so complicated.. Todae ben lai go down Club X (xklusiv).. But den har, no $$.. Go Club X oso bcoz wanna c him for e last time.. But too bad, todae realli too leong.. So I ask him mon come out.. He hear liaox oso stun.. lOlx~ Y my dear dear so late lerx still haber cor sia.. *siGhx* Me got job lerx!! Todae MANGO cor mi.. Sae gt an assignment, wrk for 10days niax.. But hao guo no wrk la.. Everyday slack at home oso sianx.. Now oso no $$.. Always gt $$ frm parents den parents kpkb sibei pek cek.. >.< Den when gt pay tat time, can buy clothes lerx!!! Woohoo~~ *mUaCkx* hAhAx..

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