11:38pm
i post my problem in flowerpod.. http://www.flowerpod.com.sg/forums/index.php?showtopic=15136 <- this is what other ppl think.. the only person that i feel is correct abt it is..
vellie
hi,i saw the topic u post regardin ur SO... tink some ppl will feel scared bcos they feel guilty.. For my SO, dat time we were talkin face to face.. It also me went to look for him 1st... i can realli c he is scared from his eyes... he like dun dare to said anythin.... it onli when i ask him wat shld i do nx then he finally open his mouth said he is sorry... for me i tink dat when they feel scared to face u, at least prove they noe they are wrong, guilty, realised wat they have done..since u forgive him, he noe it his fault, give him a chance...if he betray u the 2nd time, im sure u noe wat to do nx... it not easy to trust again, cos i also facing the problem of trusting now...hope after the incident, ur relationship wif ur SO will b more stronger...
the other person i can relate to is her.. only she knows how i feel the most.. she's the only one not w crappy advices.. alot of them just keep asking me to let him go.. ask me to love myself more.. blah blah blah.. maybe its bcos wad they sae is not what i want.. i just need assurance.. because i really made up my mind.. that is to forgive him.. through this relationship, we become more loving.. partly because during the period of time when he doesnt wanna return my call, i got scared.. i think that maybe if ive been more gentle to him.. not so attitude.. he would have love me even more.. so now, i change! and becos he's extremely guilty now.. he starts to treat me better too! in fact, after this incident, our love grows.. our r/s goes to another level.. which im glad too! not abt the kissing part lar!! *s0bx* it hurts lorhs.. but dun tink abt it can lers.. *sighs* i just can pray hard that the same thing wun happen again.. if it did, i doubt i can handle.. i will really go crazy.. really cant take it anymore..=( my sis wrote a testimonial for me.. i nearly cried.. but wad is she trying to tell me? to leave him cos he's not worth it? or trying to tell mi im enduring.. telling mi abt how i feel?? dunno lehs.. aniwae, was really touched.. cos the words that she wrote is from Air Supply - Goodbye.. my FAVOURITE song!! before these things happen.. i listen to this song.. eyes cfm become teary liaos.. den she write part of the song to me.. more jialat when i can relate myself onto it!! #$@$@#%^@^!! anyway.. its all over.. wanna give him another chance.. i hope he change.. cos i only want him.. n nobody else..>.<
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