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came across this blog when i browse thru lesdames.. its abt a young mother.. who gave birth at 16.. i find her to be very strong.. and her blog really writes out her thoughts.. its kinda depressing to me.. i felt sad for her.. but also at e same time, find her blog inspiring.. maybe i should start studying too..=) after i give birth of coz..=x
loveris (old)
loveris (new)
another blog i came across is,
patricia mok
ive always like her.. for being natural.. not those act "shu-nu" u see in tv.. and she really seems like a shopping diva to me! =)
maybe i really should start studying.. it might be a tough stage for me but maybe i should hang on for e sake of baby jabez..? if "loveris" can do it, why cant i? =x but still, speak is easy.. to do it, its not.. shall see after i give birth bahs.. i juz want my bb jabez to haf everything tat he wants.. i dun wan him to envy ppl.. i wan ppl to envy him instead.. it really sucks when i always go to sch, envy ppl can travel so many places but i cant.. cos i haf a family of seven.. expenses alone are really huge already.. let alone say travelling.. i always envy tat my friends haf family outing every once in a wk but i cant.. cos my dad only has ONE off day per wk.. and he's more den happy to stay at hm and rest.. *sighs.. i dun wan jabez to feel this way.. i want him to be happy.. of coz i cant buy him an aeroplane or wad lar.. im so worried abt e future of jabez.. but dear has nv talked to me abt it.. when i told hilary abt it.. she say, "men only care abt taking enuff $ back hm or nt.." somehow or rather, i think its true..=x cos dear is most concern when we dun haf enuff money to use for e rest of e mth.. he will den starts to make plans etc.. while mi, i dun gib a damn.. LOL! but still, i wan him to be concern.. abt mi and bb, abt us.. maybe sometimes im too demanding.. tat's y he always say me, "dun haf such big head dun wear so big hat" i was hurt of coz.. but wad he say is true.. im sucha person..=x dunno y.. after reading "loveris" blog, i felt kinda moody..=(
dear juz called mi.. sae he stuck at custom.. jam like siao.. lols.. let's pray for him oritex.. tat when he come out of jb nt so jam..=x
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