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few days ago, i cldnt even sit.. i haf to lie on e bed e whole day.. becos i suddenly feel the pain of e stitches.. i thought it would tear.. becos i only feel the pain only after 8 days!! *dia0z.. so i was really scared.. it was pain.. but not VERY pain.. i juz scared it would tear lar.. cos most of my frens say after 1 wk their stitches nt pain.. but for mi, i nv felt any pain until the 9th! i nearly suffered frm depression after tat.. cos i canot do anything at all.. canot feed baby.. canot change his diapers.. even eating my meals ive problems.. haf to use 1 hand to support to sit up.. den eat awhile lie down.. wah lau.. damn terrible.. i keep weeping.. cos felt really darn useless.. when jabez cry, i only can watch him cry.. plus i so dirty.. so i really felt very bad abt myself.. den at nite, dear and sis gotta take turns to feed jabez.. they gt wrk the nxt day.. while mi, whole day at hm but only lie on bed.. makes mi DARN guilty.. felt like a bad mother..>.<
luckily, today my mum "force" mi to c my gynae.. oh dear.. my pain is gone! hehes.. i thought its infection.. end up ar, its the head of the stitch tat sting my "meat" lols.. a sigh of relief sia! gynae help mi cut away e head.. nw i can sit liaos! feel so happy! i miss jabez so much! although its only 3 days.. kekes..
dear has been a GREAT help! he's a really good father and hubby.. he loves jabez alot.. nowadays he come hm.. first thing is look at jabez.. nv look at mi 1 lors! >.< he knows hw to change bb's diapers even BETTER den mi! ytd he took MC.. bcos im still lying on e bed, he was e one looking after bb.. hahas.. den he bcum my part-time maid! im so glad.. tat ive him.. ive said tat ALOT of times.. but really lar..
my jabez's sucha sweetie! my aunt keeps scaring mi and reminding mi tat taking care of kids isnt THAT easy.. but jabez proves her wrong i guess.. he's a easy kid to take care of! u know wad.. we can on the music to e max.. construction can be ongoing at my house downstairs.. we can bang e door so loud.. he wldnt wake up! LOL! even if he does, is becos he KPO.. open his eyes and look at us.. hehes.. he only cries when he poo, diapers wet.. or hungry! other den tat, he's very quiet.. e only thing i dislike is his SKIN COLOR! wah lau.. "hao" look like dun look like.. go n look like dear..>.< he so "black" lar..=x but still, he's my precious! kekes..
yf and vq came and visit mi the other day.. they gt mi flowers.. and a very very cute t's! w "JABEZ" ironed on the t's! and a cute little cow! hehes.. i love it alot! thanks babes..!
jabez's 1st mth celebration is CONFIRMED! all are welcome! but please inform mi if u coming kkz! hehes..=x its on 01/09/06!
address at dear's house..
blk 317d anchorvale rd
#03-206
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