1:47pm
im glad im back home for confinement! although im feeling damn pek cek.. but at the same time, im darn grateful to my mum.. even though i still quarrel wif her.. hahas.. cos sometimes her request damn forceful and mission impossible lar! >.< she juz ask mi to eat, drink d.o.m, den sleep! after drinking d.o.m, i sweat like a mad dog.. how to slp u tell mi!! >.< somemore ive got NO FAN! air-con gt lar.. but also nv on until very power.. cos baby inside e room mahs.. den end up i slp w my sweat.. wah ka0x.. e feeling is horrible.. so sometimes, we ended up quarrelling.. lols.. den she use e special herbs for mi to bath mahs.. she dun allow mi use soap! wah piangs.. i heck care her.. use soap lor.. lols.. she always wake up damn early, cook for mi.. wash clothes.. go market.. everyday lors.. i noe she very xin ku.. felt really grateful but my temper lar.. cant help to quarrel wif her.. lols.. she's sucha great mama can.. she gt me good tonics.. gt me good food.. everything is being done by her single-handledly.. its not easy.. so glad tat she's ard to help mi w my confinement.. i know some ppl quite unhappy tat im back home for confinement.. but im not gonna care abt wad she says.. this is my health, my baby.. i decide wad's best.. not you.. not anyone.. i noe im making sam in a difficult position.. but i also noe sam noes tat this is the best decision ive made.. w/o my mum, breastfeeding wldnt be made possible! hahas.. i rely so much on my mum lars..=x and also, back home gt so many ppl to help mi look after jabez.. i wonder after confinement how.. i would be all alone.. hais.. dear has been a great help too! hehes.. he's a great daddy, a great hubby! im blessed! truly blessed!
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