12:30am
i asked for a back out in e morn.. had enuff.. felt so miserable.. when i still love dear so much.. thanks to his perserverance to make our marriage work out.. we had a long chat juz now.. everything's fine now.. and, i did felt happier.. thanks.. for not giving me up.. no, i still cannot forgive her and still hate her.. but we've found a way to "avoid" her.. pls do not judge me yet.. u all dunno the whole story behind it..
5 more days!! and i can get a new haircut!! see the world again!! LOL!! im craving for swenson's fish n chips lar..=x the day i give birth rites.. we was discussing whr to go lors.. say wanna go swenson eat.. after tat watch movie lors.. wahahahas.. end up give birth! -,-
nowadays life so boring.. dunno wad to blog also lors.. cos basically everyday's e same thing lar.. today look after jabez till i PEK CEK! nt enuff slp lor.. so i juz tell them let him cry.. cry until he tired.. end up, after awhile, i realise time to drink milk.. tell mi how blur cock i can get lar.. *dia0z.. till now, baby poo-poo, i still scream for mama.. wahahahas.. wait for me after confinement lar.. i will start to handle him by MYSELF! i hope i can cope.. bcos after i go back sengkang, no 1 will be there to help mi lor.. everyone's out to work.. mi alone to look after.. but somehow, im anticipating for the day to come! hehes.. dunno y.. i wanna look after him by myself! but den dunno can anot.. they say when wkends i go back jurong, jabez will have blue-blacks..-,- i SHE DE mehs?! >.< anyway, wish mi luck!
im once again a happy girl!
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