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im feeling very very disappointed and upset w him.. been 2 days since i talked to him.. i DONT WANT to forgive him! CAN U FARKING STOP GIVING EMPTY PROMISES? i know they're not anything BIG! but if u cant even keep ur SMALL promises, den do u think i can TRUST u in BIG PROMISES? im sOoo pissed off can! sOoo many FARKING times alr! u just don't change! this is the !@#%#@$ times that u went out after wrk WITHOUT telling me! ASSHOLE! DAMN! im so farking angry as i typed! its not that i DONT ALLOW u to go out or wad.. i just need u to INFORM me at the VERY LEAST! is that VERY HARD? den u farking get a handphone for fuck? NB! and I have to be the one to call him and ask him where e fuck he is! den he tell mi, oh im outside w colleagues.. i say, "c, u did it again.. cant u call at least?" he say last 2 days alr.. so nights out w his colleagues.. DOES IT FARKING MATTER? calling mi to inform mi abt it, what has tat gotta do w its his last 2 days at HAI CHEW? TELL ME LAHS! i gt so sick w him already.. frm today onwards, no matter what i do or where im going, I SWEAR I WILL NOT INFORM HIM EVER AGAIN! NEVER! i will never ever do that.. if he can be THAT nonchalent abt it, I CAN TOO! i will never ever think whether he will be worried abt mi EVER AGAIN! he dun nid it anyway.. im sick of it.. really really sick of it.. today, he went out again.. 11+ den come back.. smells of alcohol.. if u drink, DONT RIDE! again, ive told him @!#!@# times! if u want to drink, take public transport back lar! u want to die early issit? KNN! y he canot use his brain and THINK one! even if its little alcohol, it doesnt mean NO alcohol rite?! im so so irritated by him! i had enuff lar.. im not gonna care anymore.. it's making myself even madder only..
had a quarrel w yunz last few days.. i think her ATTITUDE SUCKS! im not saying she's no good or wadsoever.. i appreciate her help.. appreciate everything that she had done.. but she really really needs to change her attitude.. i think WE dun deserve my mum as our mum.. she's too good to be true for us.. we do not appreciate her at all.. hais.. i felt sad for her.. now i fully believe that our children is here this life to make us repay last life debts.. hais..
im feeling sOoo gloomy these few days.. PMS? been sOo long since i go thru PMS.. hahas.. and.. i wonder why, e days when i had PMS, i felt VERY VERY TIRED.. aunt say she's lidat too.. might be bcos i give birth.. thus my body grew weaker.. bcos im nv lidat before preggie..o.O
GUYS ARE ALL ASSHOLE LAR! except jabez! =x
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