currently in hospital! shld be able to discharge by tomorrow.. i was upgraded to 2-bedded FOC again thanks to my gynae.. and the lady slping beside me.. she slp darn early lar.. like ard 9-10pm slp liaos.. KAOS! so early! -,- and she cant take the slightest noise.. like so wtf.. tmd! she just asked for slping pills from the nurse.. cos she say she cant slp with the noise.. (im using laptop she cant stand the typing of e keyboards and clicking of e mouse..-,-) so i think she is now soundly asleep! and im here happily using my laptop.. LOL!
this labour was more "relax" as compared to jabez's.. although this time round it hurts me even more..=( i think bcos this is my 2nd labour, i more or less how it goes around.. thus not as scary as the first time.. cos first time, i really cried alot.. and drained all my energy being scared and crying..-,- this time round, nt as tired.. and bcos the dosage of epidural is not so strong, my back doesnt aches so much..
04.07.08
woke up around 7-8am and felt sticky down there.. faster go toilet, bath and wash my hair! den i walk out of the bathroom, ask my mum could it be waterbag burst? she say nopes.. waterbag shld be alot of water coming out.. den i went back to my room.. but i sit down there and felt contractions.. so i woke dear up.. ask him to faster prepare jabez for school and im going to the hospital.. he still dily-daly, iron his shirt.. he say if later go hospital maybe can go home den he can go work!! he still doesnt believe im gonna give birth!! *arghs* in total, he iron 2 shirts and changed 3 times!! MA DE!! so pissed off with him!! bcos the contractions is getting more n more tense.. super painful can!!
took bike there.. dun wanna waste cabfare.. LOL! reach there ard 10am.. went to find my gynae first.. wanna double cfm.. dun wan later enter delivery suite den false alarm.. but end up gynae is in delivery suite helping others delivery..-,-;; had breakfast at Delifrance first.. cos i also super hungry although i haf no appetite.. LOL!! i timed my contraction.. it's abt 1min and 40sec interval!! when to prepare for admission.. they wanna bring mi to delivery suite first.. but i insist on staying over till dear finish settling the admission..=x at 11.17am, went up together.. den i told e nurse my contractions quite pain liaos.. they faster ask mi go toilet.. dun even haf time to clear my bowels.. i realise got blood liaos.. she check my dilation and told me i am 8cm dilated (when i was having contractions!!) i kenna scared dao ok!! cos if really 8cm cannot epidural lors!! i faster ask her go call doc.. i die die wan epidural lar.. if not i will DIE OK!! heng doc say i only 5-6cm dilate nia.. so faster arrange for me to take epidural.. now, i got the feeling of 大便!! like the baby's gonna pop out!! can really feel it.. so i waited n waited.. cos nid some time for the epidural to take effect mahs.. den i waited for sooooo long.. i ask the nurse wad is happening? how come i can still feel my toes moving?? she say my dosage only 10!! den i ask her to increase becos i really can feel the pain.. and it's very intense!! den she help mi increase to 20.. but still no use.. the anesthetist den help me increase to 40.. he keep telling me AL Lim dun like ppl to be FULLY numb.. he want the patients to feel the push..-,- but i told him.. the previous one was TOTALLY numbed!! and it turn out well too!! and now bcos im feeling the pain, i dun dare to push!! so he's being nice and help mi increase to 40..=( but still doesnt help.. bcos by then i think it's too late.. the midwives came.. ask mi to try pushing while waiting for doc to come.. cos bb's head too high.. but within a few push, can see bb's head.. so they ask mi to stop and faster ask for e doc to come in.. doc came in.. ask mi to push harder.. within 3 push, baby is out! baby came out before 3pm!! it was hella different experience.. bcos tis time round, i can really feel the pushing sensation.. and the stitching part..=( although it's not EXTREMELY pain.. i didnt scream or anything.. but the contractions part is kan si lang pain lor!! nbz!!
baby shyanne is a fatty bon bon like mummy!! she weighs at 3.63kg!! LOL!! jabez was only 3.45kg.. and jabez was taller!! she's only 49cm..=( she has yet to open her eyes fully.. unlike jabez.. once born, he look at us eyes bigbig liao.. but shyanne dun hab.. part of her eyes still being stick together.. LOL!!
jabez came to see shyanne today.. he was super duper not his usual self.. very attention-seeker.. normal.. but i think we gonna had a hard time ahead.. lol.. still, i love him! =)
my two baobeis!
jabez goh (taken today by dear)
shyanne goh (taken today!)
thanks those who came and visit me.. i appreciate your time for coming down!! bcos TMC is super inconvenient to come..-,-;; i thank those who sent their wishes via sms-es too!! =)
and thru this whole ordeal, i wanna thank my supportive husband, samuel goh!! u're the greatest lar.. *muacks! without your support beside me, i really dunno how to go thru all these.. thanks so much!! and my mil.. when i just give birth finish, i was so sick of lying down and tried to stand up.. once i stood up, all the blood started flowing out.. it's a super terrible scene.. super dirty.. but she helped me to clear up the mess.. im really thankful to her!! cos dear went back to office to settle some stuffs.. if she was not there.. i really dunno how im gonna clear them up.. stupid me!
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