im having bad engorgement.. and i declare ive given up breastfeeding.. it's too painful for me.. yes adel, you're right.. im just not determine..=( dear say i got weird body.. everywhere also pain.. TMD! anw, jabez LOVES breastmilk! i let him try like 30ml? since that's the most i can SQUEEZE out after 20mins for both breast.. LOL!
baby shyanne is super high maintenance.. at times, she can drink 60ml of milk after 1hr feed.. and she DOES NOT like water..=( nite time, really wears us out.. it starts ard 2plus.. she drink milk, den poo.. den hiccups (drink water).. den drink milk again.. den poo again.. den sleep.. so it will last till ard 4-5am.. den wake up for the milk again at ard 8 or 9 plus..-,- so i shall try and stay awake between 2 to 5am!
i hope my stitches and engorgement recover faster.. ive not hug jabez for 1 day.. and i feel so guilty.. he has been seeking attention from us.. very serious attention-seeker now la he! hais.. *headaches* he whines and cries alot.. cannot even raise our voice at him.. he will start his crying.. cant even say "NO" to him.. *omgz* it's driving us crazy man!!
went to collect shyanne's chinese name at 游龙子 today.. the first time we went for jabez, it wasnt the 师夫 who attend to us.. this time round it is.. and i don't like the way he talk!! if given a second chance, i will never look for him again! but anyhow, we have sorta decided on the chinese name for shyanne! it shall be 吴姗霓! there was a match for 姗容(融) LOL!! same as my mummy fren, shanrong!! LOL!!
i feel like being a SAHM again.. the feeling is very strong!! LOL!!
my fatty shyanne!
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