9:49am
veryvery frustrated & disappointing now.. 为什么人总是为了钱能做出伤天害理的事? really flabbergasted.. sis called me ytd while im at work.. and since then, ive been thinking real hard.. and dear's not helping.. he just say up to me.. end up me and him quarrel..-,- i need someone to reason with me.. i need someone to solve this problem with me.. but just by saying，"up to you" makes me feel so sucks.. that ive to find an ans/solution all by myself and i really don't like it.. bcos right now, i am very emotional.. i cant think right.. i am very disappointed with lili..
not in talking terms with my mum now.. so she called sis and ask sis tell me the story..
she woke up from her afternoon nap and realise shyanne and lili missing.. obviously, she didnt tell my mum whr she's going and just leave the house w shyanne.. mum ask her whr she went to.. she said she went down for a walk cos shyanne wanted to (she's crying)..-,- and she bumped into my mum's fren.. so my mum called her fren and ask wad lili was doing there.. he/she said she was there to buy topup card but no more stock alr.. den my mum found her wallet missing a $50 note..
i think last week, my mum just topup her card with $26.. she didnt ask for money frm lili.. nothing.. den now this kinda thing happen..
in the first place, she was NOT SUPPOSE to use her hp without my permission.. i kept it in the drawer.. she knew whr it was put but i didnt noe she kept the fone w her.. only know that she has been using the phone without asking me.. i just brush it off.. cos i thought after the credit finish, she also canot use liao mahs.. i cant understand y my mum go and topup her card lar..-,-
my mum also told me she was feeding shyanne ytd w shyanne lying on the bed.. but once she saw my mum open the door, she quickly carry her in her arms.. she dun burp shyanne only put her sit upright.. when sis ask her lidat will burp mehs.. she ask her why cannot? i wouldnt say she purposely put shyanne into risk.. cos some mummies does do that to their kids too.. and if she did abuse my kids, i am very sure jabez will NOT stick to her like glue.. jabez is those "EAT WATERMELON TAKE BIGGER SIDE" (pls translate to hokkien).. and that's the main reason why i cannot decide to send her back or not.. sis was stressing kids shld be the 1st priority.. she was kinda against me keeping her.. i am also putting my kids as the priority.. how? how? how?
actually she needs to cook everyday.. but becos her cooking really CMI, my mum will cook with her standing beside den she learn.. but it seems like she takes thing for granted.. mum nv cook she also wun cook even though there're stuffs in the fridge.. she rather eat the biscuits or bread to hold her hunger first.. when my sis ask y she dun wan cook and eat rice.. she say she lazy to cook..-,- strictly speaking, she's quite lazy.. she try to cut corners.. but you ask her to do what, she won't complain lar.. she can even eat maggie mee everyday..-,-
actually in the beginning, i did kp abit to my mum and sis about her.. like she's lazy and seems to talk back.. but they say i too sensitive.. so i just brush it off.. cos I AM a really sensitive person mahs.. but now.. haf feeling alr mahs.. i treat her so well.. we're like close sisters.. she tell me her "problems" (dunno are they for real or not) and i kinda pity her.. abit 依依不舍.. *sighs* in my opinion, everyone deserve a second chance.. but wad ting&val said is true also.. she's only been with us for 1 month plus.. but she alr this kinda pattern liaos.. stay longer how?
WHAT SHOULD I DO?? give her another chance or not??
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