1:22am
not in good mood lately.. i really need a break from everything.. i hate all these unnecessary stress & burden.. mental torment.. SUCKS! i just wanna have some peace.. please leave me alone.. i'll greatly appreciate it..=)
im fickle-minded.. i thought i have decided TO CHANGE maid.. and then i change my mind.. maybe i should thrash it out w mum.. bcos history will just repeat itself with my mum's mentality.. im seriously SICK.. so SICK abt this whole thing.. i feel like disappearing.. from EVERYTHING.. i hate it that she couldnt be more understanding.. menopause might be the main cause.. but i don't feel like apologising for the sake of apologising.. bcos I AM ANGRY too! DAMN!!
im beginning to love WORK.. at least, i don't feel lonely.. at least, i don't tend to think so much.. felt even worse when dear had to worsen my mood.. *sighs* we've too much differences.. but still, i thank him for being there when im feeling really jialat.. i thank him for letting me vent anger..
i hope my dream come true.. it's truly a dream.. a very unreachable dream.. i wish.. i wish..=(
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