9:21am
clear leave for yesterday and today.. it was sian!! but thinking of going back to work also SIAN!! on leave also don't know can do what.. no $$, no companion.. everyone working.. end up stay at home NUA!!
crazy over godfinger lately.. add me if you're playing!! my nick is vodkager lar.. expected.. haha!! although this nick now seems FUNNY.. but den im those person who prefers the old nick.. just like this blog.. although always felt like changing the url cos it has no longer become a place for me to rant like nobody's business, but end up also never change.. *sighs*
now no blogging mood.. i always come in here wanna blog but dunno how to start.. i guess its bcos it is no longer THAT private, what can i actually blog about? hated myself for being so dumb!! which ive always been..
went back to dr john.. although he say ive done a good job by not going back to last time's weight.. and there's no need to eat the medicine.. but i cant stand myself.. i did put on weight as compared to few months ago.. most of my dresses are too short for me cos of my extra FATS!! most of my tops cant wear due to bulging tummy!! although my hips have widen so much but surprisingly, only bottoms can wear.. hais.. its super frustrating when you go out see nice clothes and you dont look good in them.. i know i know.. eat medicine want to eat whole life meh?? but this is my choice, even if i die eating these medicine, it is my life, my choice..
i cant wait to start my new job.. i dunno what is ahead.. it is so different from my previous jobs.. i hope i have the perserverance.. i want to get out of these shits!!
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