5:58pm
2011 is definitely not a good year for me.. hais..
first shyanne had a bad fall before our taiwan trip.. den jabez now fracture his arm.. sam have to go reservist at this point of time when work is having a super important campaign! if i gt into this campaign, it would meant near to twice fold of my mthly income! i have to take 2 days leave even though aunt agreed to help cos she has to take care of her mil too.. arghs!
today, everything is not ok!
1st - wanted to take free shuttle bus to KKH at bugis so i bus-ed 197 to bugis.. but damn i overslept and by the time i open my eyes, the stupid bus JUST left the bus stop! so i thought the stop wasnt that far but no, it is damn far! until near ICA building liao! so end up LL take cab to KKH!
2nd - the prev doc told us there r chances jabez might recover and he no need to put on cast.. but when we went to c the doc today.. the doc say the bandage or cast or whatever u call is just to reduce the swelling.. so a cast is a definite.. i was super upset! talk abt FT! the prev doc is a FT! arghs!
3rd - ask the doc abt jabez's finger.. cos i notice there were yellow pus when he press one of his fingers.. i ask the doc could it be he hurt his finger and thus the whole arm also affected.. he say no.. nothing one!! but as a mother, how can i take it when a doc just tell me NOTHING?? especially docs from KKH!! i wasnt feeling very settled.. i check with the nurses who helped jabez on his cast they also advise me to ask the doc again.. he said the same thing to me.. i requested for x-ray but he tell me children cant take so much x-ray.. i know lar.. but i just want to know my son is alright!! den the senior doc cut in and ask wad's wrong.. thankfully he explain the whole situation.. at least he bother to explain what could cause the blisters etc!
4th - wanted to take the free shuttle bus back.. my sis called say she late for work.. DAMN!! have to take cab home again.. going to and fro with cabs recently.. BROKE!
5th - RHB called and tell me the cheque is ready.. luckily i ask issit collect at jln bt merah branch.. the lady tell me its a upper bt timah.. i told her i already requested it to be send to jln bt merah so what is this? she say she go chk and get back to me.. call me back and say we can have it courier down by tuesday.. i tell her no! i need the cheque urgently! i requested it to be sent to jln bt merah so why issit still at upper bt timah? i waited whole day for them to call and this is what i get? she went to check and the other guy call me instead.. he say the earliest by express will be monday.. i tell him no.. i cant possibly take another leave just to wait whole day at home for the cheque to be ready! i ask him wad time the bank close? even if he gimme on monday i also cant collect what!! he tell me the bank close at 4pm.. as long as got someone inside i can knock the door and get my cheque.. but i tell him i knock off at 6!! by the time i reach hm ard 7 or 8!! den finally he help me gt jln bt merah branch to issue the cheque instead.. very nice guy very flexible.. felt abit guilty to lash at him.. at least he rectify the prob.. but still, i super bu shuang!! cos beforehand i already not pleased with them!! ARGHS!!
6th - after collecting the cheque, received a call from childcare centre.. teacher ijah called and tell me if jabez on cast, i need to get approval letter from the doctor before he can come back to school.. WTF?! u call me at 5plus to tell me that.. the clinic is closed.. who can i ask to write the letter? the clinic will only open on monday!! even if the clinic write already, i must go back all the way to kkh to get the stupid letter!
i super hate the CC! small little things ask us bring the kids home.. think what? we need to work! if we can easily bring the kids home we dun need to put them in CC liaos! stupid teachers! ultimately, who to blame? MYSELF lor! shldnt have move back and stay with those ppl! if not, the CC will not be at sengkang but somewhere near my mum's place instead! super pissed off! and sam have to be reservist at this timing! and he also damn nice lar! ask him dun bring the kids to playground at near midnite dun wan to listen! kids fall down who suffer? the kids suffer and ME! he fucking hell in reservist!
i really cannot take it man! the house reno all under me.. ya lar cos i gao zeh so everything i must decide.. but u also must help out and read what are the things to consider before doing this or that mah! but no.. u happily play your KAW! very sick of everything! super duper sick!!
i wish 2012 will be a better year.. it better be!
those two days without kids and husband.. although i really miss the kids terribly.. i cried so bad when they left with my uncle.. but den those two days.. really very relaxing and precious for me!! at least i have that two days to breathe!!
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