21st Sept 2003
Prelims starts tml.. I am very very scare.. Realli.. I had nt been able to hab enuff slp lately but dunno y, I felt awake.. *siGhx* Ytd, he angry wid mi again.. Wid small small little things he wanna angry wid mi.. Why huhz?! Izzit bcoz he dun lub mi? I realli doubt his lub for mi.. He may sae tht he do but I guess I will nv believe him.. I will nv be the 1 he loves most but he will be mine..:( We quarrel abt.. radio staion.. *siGhx* Mel call mi while I was toking to him.. He ask mi whether I will go over to 48.4fm to help lion and him out.. I said no of coz.. Den he tell mi QX going over.. I say ok.. Let her go.. I will stay in netradio..:) Den we hang up.. And I tok 2 him abt the conversation.. He tell mi fair competition.. Dun ask QX not to go over 48.4fm.. After tht, I tell lion I will cor him baq.. I call QX ask her y would she agree to go over 48.4fm.. She sae she din agree to it.. I call baq lion, he ask mi hu did I cor..? For wad..? I tell him everything.. This is wad I always do.. I nv hide anithing frm him aniwae.. *siGhx* He angry wid mi nor.. Sae that he alreadi tell mi nt to go ask QX ler.. Den I still ask.. After tht he very quiet.. Den I also very quiet.. He hint lo.. Sae he wanna go zzz.. Den I ask him go zzz lo.. He sae later.. Since he oso lidat sae ler.. I tell him I wan go zzz lo.. He sae ok.. Den we hang up the fone.. He nv cor mi after tht..:( He noes tht im angry when I sae I wanna go zzz.. But he din even made an attempt to cor mi baq which he usually did.. What did I do wrong actualli?! *sObx* I din slp for the whole day to wake him up and I xplain to mel abt y lion reject his email to reg #nr.. mel angry wid mi..:( I tell lion tht mel noes liaox.. Den he din sae anithing, juz sae.. ok byebye.. WTF?! I wait for him the whole day den he lidat.. fxxk de lo..:( I guess he dun care abt anithing abt.. Bryan is still the best..:( At least he treat mi 10000000 times betta den Lion..:( Why I wan break wid him?! Why? Why? Why? Haix.. I so stupid..:(
- i m juz a stupid ger wid a baddie bf -
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