Jacq's

26th Sept 2003

Hmm.. Gonna be almost a week since our breakup.. Feeling very much better after the 1hr and 30min crying at the Pandan Reservoir.. Luckily, mEL accompany mi lohx.. But den oso lidat.. He din console mi lo.. Instead, he happily toking to bB`rAbBiT lox.. KNS ritez..? Haix.. He still got call me every nite after his work.. Last nite got, but I zzz ler.. lOlx..! Den last last nite, we realli tok till very happi.. I ask him wanna go eat steamboat on tis sat, which is tml, he sae see first.. Ask me hu gt go, I sae belle, my fren (Ronald), xiaoahger, qy, mel and mel's future stead (bB`rAbBiT).. Den he sae, haix.. mel gt ppl cook for him ler.. Den lidat he go for wad.. Gotta ownself cook.. No one cook for him de.. So I juz at there keep quiet lo.. I realli wanna tell him that I can cook for him and tht, I will.. But, that will make mi look desperate.. So well, forget abt it.. Den he make fun of mi nor.. Bad sia..! Coz tht time at reservoir, I ask mEL cor bear.. Den I ask bear whether lion gt mention abt mi or nt.. Bear sae no hab.. Den he go tell lion lehx..!! *bLuSh* Den he sae, you tht time cor bear izzit..? For wad har..? Den gimme those suanning tone lo.. TMD! lOlx.. Den nvm, he sae ahger pte msg him.. Sae I very sadz.. He ask me sad abt wad har..? I sae, no hab ar wher gt.. He keep on suaning mi jiu shi ler la.. The last thing is.. he sae, mel hor.. lately every morning gib him morning cor.. Dunno y mel so bo liaox.. So I sae nor.. Hor hor..! Mel like him ler.. Den I ask him go gay wid him.. He sae, siaox.. But mel sae he shou ren shuo tuo lehx.. So I sae, izzit? Whu tht ger sia.. So stupid.. He sae someone wid the surname Goh lo.. I sae, really ar..? Aiya, those wid surname Goh very stupid 1.. Like me.. lOlx.. Den he sae, lidate Jacky Wu oso lo.. Ur father ritez..? Haha.. I'm realli very happi tht day.. It's like starting everything all over again.. But I felt tht it's impossible bahx.. I dun think that there will b a chance where we will b together again.. Mel sae, wait for a few days n go jio him patch and he cfm will agree 1.. I sae no lo.. If wan patch, I wan him to sae.. Arbo forget it.. Im not desperate to get him liaox.. No doubt I still lub him.. And realli is alotx.. But its enuff for mi being so despo.. The stupid Renzhong come jio mi.. Damn fucking fan lo.. Tell him liaox, its impossible for us to b together ler.. I tell him I wanna wait for lion.. Den he keep on asking y y y..! TMD!! Lame lo.. Den tell mi wad, if u wan to b together wid mi, u muz b serious.. I dun 1 those play play 1.. Eh uncle, in the first place, I wun even consider u! Let sae wan to b together wid u.. OMG!! Todae, went to Ronald's hse.. Wah lau, its like machiam like stead lo.. Used to lub him so much.. Now, nt even a tingle feeling.. lOlx.. Dunno y oso when we 2 lately very close.. Guess my heart nw realli onli gt lion bahx..

- my heart still belongs to you *mUaCkx* -