Jacq's

18th Oct 2003

Ytd talk wid elmo till 7am.. Cant imagine.. >.<~ Feeling bored, so call him up.. Den tok tok tok.. Tok till 7am.. Todae 1.45pm wake up liaox.. I was like.. WTF?! So early wake up for wad sia.. Tried to get back to slp.. But cannot.. My mind is all him.. *sObx* Sleep oso so hard.. *siGhx* Went to msn.. He was away.. I miss him.. aRgHxx~! Realli alotx.. :( Ytd.. I tink of him again ma.. Den yongkiat very gd nor.. Tried cheering mi up.. Help mi find webby.. Juz to make mi happi.. He's realli a nice guy.. But dun understand why his gf treat him so bad.. *siGhx* Izzit the one u lub always muz treat u lidat de..? Y izzit that lubing some1 is so painful..? Everyone says that time can heal everything.. True.. But, the impact that he give mi is there.. And, how long will it takes to heal? For now.. I really feel very bad.. Though mi n him break for 1month ler.. The breakup is still very fresh.. I guess mayb I am too fan ler.. Tht's y he choose to ignore mi bahx.. I dunno wad i do to make him hate mi so much.. *siGhx* Ytd.. Mel say he quarrel wid papa.. Orbi lo.. Bcoz of a ger so stupid.. But, if is mi hor.. I oso will de la.. Hehe.. But, he canot use his brain to tink de lehx.. No $$ wan to go down.. Canot go down.. wan to go down.. All these factors he dun tink.. Den when happen liaox.. Den keep on torturing himself.. Wad's the point? Bcoz promise wendi, tht's y nxt wk canot go sparks wid mi.. Cb.. I noe he like wendi.. So, he promise her he muz go.. Den mi wad? Knn.. Fren is fake de lo.. I tink of it.. Really damn dulan.. He promise mi long ago liao leh.. Den he come tell mi promise wendi liao oso.. So muz go.. Den he go lo.. Go liaox nxt fri canot go.. Fiakx..

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