Jacq's

7th Oct 2003

Todae is NiaoNiao and Bryan's bdae.. Wish them happy bdae~ Though they might not see.. lOlx~ Got back my geography paper.. Flunk of course.. But luckily, combined still pass.. Went eat breakfast wid heheboi, stupidboi, yongheng, qx and hei todae.. Heheboi bcum more n more kawaii nehz~ lOlx..~ Den so gd, he sit bside mi!! Haha.. I nw damn damn tired.. Whole day dunno what I doing sia.. Wasnt interested in doing anything at all.. I juz cant seems to concentrate.. Something is juz in my mind.. *siGhx* I read up the history conversation on msn which I had wid lion.. I bth, cry.. Finally realise why I love him so much.. We used to be so loving.. So en ai.. Why now bcum lidat..? *siGhx* I realli wish we could be together 1 day.. I am still waiting.. No matter how long, I will still wait.. I will still want him back.. Unless he found some1 ler of coz.. Realli wish that if he finally found some1 ler, he would tell mi.. So that I could give up on him thoroughly.. *siGhx*

6/25/03 4:10:38 PM LioNz: y vodkag3r sia .. your OZ bf is mel ??
6/25/03 4:10:45 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: no la~!
6/25/03 4:10:50 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: ozbf nt mel.. is yingmu
6/25/03 4:10:50 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: lol
6/25/03 4:11:06 PM LioNz: me will jealous de wor
6/25/03 4:11:06 PM LioNz: nvm lar
6/25/03 4:11:21 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: but.. if mi n yingmu wanna be together..
6/25/03 4:11:28 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: LioNz we very long together ler ma.. no nid wait till nw..
6/25/03 4:11:35 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: LioNz so it shows tht there is no feelings between us..
6/25/03 4:12:00 PM LioNz: nvm ... u will nv understand :) Dun worry .. i am ok :)
6/25/03 4:12:25 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: wad nv understand?
6/25/03 4:12:29 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: u tell mi.. den i understand
6/25/03 4:13:10 PM LioNz: Its the same as u think about me n ecko last time. Just becoz of a nick and u got jealous. Same to me. But i trust u and i believe in u, so nvm :)
6/25/03 4:13:38 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: ({)(})*hUgX*
6/25/03 4:13:40 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: lol
6/25/03 4:14:58 PM LioNz: seriously dear .. i wan to make up for what i did the past few days that i made u rather unhappy. I hope that nowadays u are happy and u are in love with me deeply :$
6/25/03 4:15:10 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: lolx~
6/25/03 4:15:15 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: i am nw..
6/25/03 4:15:43 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: i am happi and is in luv wid u deeply ar~ :P
6/25/03 4:16:21 PM LioNz: me happy to hear that :) muack~! (L)
6/25/03 4:16:42 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: *mUaCkx* unless u dun 1 mi.. i wun dun 1 u de lo..
6/25/03 4:17:09 PM LioNz: i will wan u 4ever and this i promise u
6/25/03 4:17:33 PM |yiNgmU|..3v3r|aSt|nG.|uB..|v0dKag3r|: :)

You make mi trust you so much.. In the end.. You juz dash it by saying sorry.. What is this..? Haix.. Why did you want to give up on mi..? *sObx* You bring mi alot of sweet memories.. Memories which I would never find in others.. You make me know what izzit like to lose some1 you love.. It hurts.. It realli does..:(

- i would wait till the end of time.. -